As a favorite song of mine says..."Mañana Vendra" it means "Tomorrow will come" Go BUY ALAS PARA VOLAR by THANIA SANZ (www.thaniasanz.com) and the song is completely translated by THANIA SANZ.
Listen life is about figuring out who you are...not forgetting yourself. I'll admit, I got lost, lost it. Take it as you wish. I am starting new. You never just leave or walk away from a marriage, partnership, relationship what ever you want to call it. You strive to live honestly. Move ahead. Of course you don't throw anything away. Yes marriage is good, bad, sickness, health...so is every other meaningful relationship in your life.
I was told how amazing enjoying life would be when I peeled away the layers of b.s. How much more will you enjoy if you stop, and take a good look at yourself?
The journey ahead is as one friend put it, a set of cards. Lucky, but.... THEY are just not set up right. I have to flip some over, discard some, etc. I'm no poker player can you tell? THE SOMEONE ELSE being left behind is ME. I'm leaving the person that lost the creative side, and just settled into a routine. I didn't challenge myself. You know what that made me selfish, selfish for not enjoying everything life has to offer. There are signs in life, some lessons, some times not feeling so great, that are ways that GOD (or whatever higher power or science you believe) tells you MOVE! DO SOMETHING! I'm doing it. I don't need to say anything else (I know funny on a blog) I just need to act. There has been enough discussion, and not enough action. I'm excited to see what the next 7 years of my life will bring. HELL, I'm excited to see what tomorrow will bring.
To answer some of the questions:
Nothing but myself was holding me back...so I'm stepping aside to give myself a chance. :o)
Of course I'll make up my own mind about my life. Thank you for saying that. I'm using this as observations about life. Can't move forward if you can't make up your own mind. Again as a wise person told me..."Focus, even when the ride is hard go for it!, learn how to live with yourself and you'll have sane relationships..."I could go on but you get the point and I'll say as this person said "BILL FOR SESSION"
INTENTIONS Bloggers. The end result may not always turn out as expected but it will definitely allow you to sleep at night. Know that you have put your best foot forward, and always give the relationships in your life enough credit to be honest/straight.
FYI I married my best friend. Someone that on my worst days still catches me.
1 comment:
No blogs in awhile, nothing new going on. I thought you made a very good response to the last couple of comments you had on your last blog.
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